dreaming away

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Karen, 31, United States

avid reader, coffee, tea, classic film, classic vocal jazz, but most of all God and is son Jesus who died for us so that we can live with him forever

 

I wish I had a real, honest, heartfelt crush on someone. It seems like it has been forever since I’ve met a guy who is truly likable and compatible.
Most of the time, when I meet a guy I think I could really like, he turns out to be someone else when he isn’t with me.
If not that… he doesn’t even know I exist.
I know it is silly to wish for a crush. What is a crush other then something that makes you miserable and heartsick. I guess I am just finding it hard to believe a real relationship is even possible anymore. How sad.

I wish I had a real, honest, heartfelt crush on someone. It seems like it has been forever since I’ve met a guy who is truly likable and compatible.

Most of the time, when I meet a guy I think I could really like, he turns out to be someone else when he isn’t with me.

If not that… he doesn’t even know I exist.

I know it is silly to wish for a crush. What is a crush other then something that makes you miserable and heartsick. I guess I am just finding it hard to believe a real relationship is even possible anymore. How sad.